Still Beyond.

She found that the sensation was something she was unused to as the past few months had been naught but a blur. That's what they say when you have a delirium, isn't it? That you are technically in this world, but not really understanding what makes it go round? You see the complications in the thought process but how it gets you to where you want to go? That's a whole different direction. One that we aren't quite sure we want to venture down yet.

Let it sit, let it concentrate, but the interesting bit is, it only gets stronger.
Deal with it now, mayhap things will become less complicated- more easy to bear.
Keep the hope and you can't really go wrong.
And at the end of the day, you can say that you had a good focus- a good direction- without the torch however, it doesn't matter how badly you want to get there, you will not. Be. Able. To. See.

Confused? I want you to be.